well it's time to move on and leave the past behind because from what i've seen it just doesn't make me happy at all remembering or trying to remember. the past has its good sides of course and i'm not talking about very far away, i'm talking about the past year. it's been good and bad but overall overwhelming. i just can't shake the feeling that somehow i missed out on so many crucial aspects that deserved a little more attention that what was granted. i changed a lot, that's for sure, but what i don't like is that change was something i didn't wanna see at that time. so many things were happening, so many doors were opening and so many oth